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[09 Mar 2006|02:16pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

Today has been AWFUL!!!!
For the first time in my life I can say that I hate Sumiton Christian.
Part of me REALLLY wants to leave then the other part thinks its stupid since i`m close to finishing.
I just don`t know if i can take another day being in the same building with a bunch hypocrytes.
I`ve gone to school there for 13 years and everything good i every thought about it was ruined today. 
My whole life i`ve always had the most respect for one certain lady. Well not anymore. I tought she was 
there to be my friend and help me. But that was such a lie. Today she was there to cut me down and make me feel like i`m 2ft tall. 
I`ve never felt like that from anybody. 

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[07 Feb 2006|09:09pm]
Well after all this time I can finally say You were right! Yes High School relationships are just drama. They`re not worth it.
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[28 Dec 2005|11:53pm]

OMG I am so proud of myself. I just installed i tunes all by myself!!! LOL This is HUGE for me.

On Another Note.....................

I can`t wait until Sunday!!!

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[21 Dec 2005|01:26am]
[ mood | chipper ]


I`m so Happy!! Life is GREAT!

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[07 Dec 2005|10:17pm]

Guess who gets their braces off tomorrow?



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[05 Dec 2005|05:21pm]

WOw What a day. HAHA

I have been soooo overly emotional today. I have no idea why. When I look back on what all has happened today I just laugh. I still think some people, like Bubba Bowen, are ridiculous! But still I shouldn`t have been so sensitive.

Anyways guess who has detention Wednesday.... yes me, lol! Yeah I wasn`t mad I just found it pretty funny. I kinda can`t wait. Me and Dan for a whole hour.

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!!!!!!!!!!!!! [01 Dec 2005|10:15pm]

Sticking your stunts is the GREATEST feeling in the world!!!!

Yeah we`re still not ready for saturday. :(

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[23 Nov 2005|09:08pm]

Take a Look!


Happy Thanksgiving!

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[20 Nov 2005|08:55pm]

" All I had to offer Him was brokenness, but He made something beautiful of my life"

I`ve heard that song so many times, but for some reason today those words meant more to me than they ever have.


How much more, then, will the blood of Christ, who through the eternal Spirit offered himself unblemished to God, cleanse our consciences from acts that lead to death, so that we may serve the living GOD!  Hebrews 9:14


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[19 Nov 2005|07:47am]
OK well I can play your little game.
First of all i find it quite funny that you think you have to say of of this stuff in the first place considering I haven`t said you bad thing about you to anyone, I haven`t spread rumors about you, I haven``t done ANYTHING to you. Yet you act like this was my idea in the first place and i`m just rubbing it in.
Secondly, I see through your defense mechanisms. They`re not working so you can stop wasting your time. I`m stronger than to fall for your hurtful words all the time. Because if I got upset everytime you said anything bad about me I would be upset constantly.
You say they know everything. Everything huh? I really didn`t think there was too much to say. I didn`t think this was a nasty breakup, but I guess you wanted it to be.
You tell me to leave you alone. GLADLY. Thats what I thought I was doing in the first place. But evidently you didn`t think so.
You know for the first time through this whole mess I can finally say I`m completely over you. That used to not be the case. For a week or two after i really had hopes that we might get back together. But then i realized that wasn`t the plan that God had for me. You know our youth minister talks about having someone that is equally yoked. I don`t believe we were equally yoked. I`m moving on. I wish you would do the same and stop expressing all your hate towards me on live journal. Hate wow! I can`t imagine hating anyone that hasn`t done ONE thing to you. Let this be known i don`t hate you. Say all the means things you want to me and i`ll still think of the good memories we had together. But i realize those days are over. I`ve moved on. Those words feel so good to say. For the first time in weeks I feel like a huge burden has been lifted off of me.
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I`m in love!! [16 Nov 2005|05:42pm]

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[13 Nov 2005|07:50pm]

My parents just left!! They`ll be gone until Wednesday! I`m so excited! Someone come visit me one night

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[07 Nov 2005|06:08pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

I think I might go jump off a cliff. I hate doing papers!

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No one could have ever prepared me for this [02 Nov 2005|05:12pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

I wasn't looking for a lifetime with you

Well, for the million hours that we were
Well I'll smile and remember it all
Then I'll turn and go
While your story's completed
Mine, it's a long way from done

On a champagne high
Where will I be when I stop wonderin' why
On a champagne high (so high)
Toast to the future but that'd be a lie
On a champagne high
Where will I be when I stop wonderin' why
On a champagne high...high...
So high, so high you left me undone
So high, so high you left me undone...

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[31 Oct 2005|01:20am]
[ mood | shocked ]

It`s so painful.

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